100 you don't need to know :P

ok. so im back! i know it's been a few months since i've posted anything. but i have a reason! i am now back in vegas and i have been super busy since i got back. with church stuff and family stuff and lots of other boring stuff! so i decided that i would post a survey thing that a friend emailed me and i thought would be fun to answer and share with you guys :)

HAVE YOU EVER...
kissed a cousin- well he wasn't really my cousin.... so no :P
run away- nope
pictured your crush naked? nope. never.
skipped school? haha no :P im a goody goody
broken someones heart? unfortanetly.... yes.
been in love? yup. didn't work put though :/ hence the broken heart....
wanted someone you knew you couldn't have? if celebrities count? then heck yes!!!
cried when someone died? yes. a lot. rip grandpa <3
broken a bone? yes. several. finger, arm, foot, yup.
done something embarassing? yes! all the time!
lied? i try not to, but everyone tells white lies without realizing it.
cried at school?i probably have, and just don't remember it. i'm known to be a big baby.

WHICH IS BETTER?

coke-pepsi/neither :P
sprite- 7up/7up all the way!
girls-guys/guys. they have less drama!
flowers-candy/flowers :)
scruff-clean shave/depends on the guy...
blondes-brunettes/ red heads!!!
tall-short/taller than me :)
pants-shorts/pants!
night-day/night time!

WITH THE OPPOSIT SEX

what do you notice first? personality. if they have a bad one it's a deal breaker.
last person you slow danced with? chase  at prom
worst question to ask? hmmm....idk really. probably that first date.

THE LAST TIME YOU

showered? last night
stepped outside? about an hour ago
romantic memory? prom :)

WHAT IS (YOUR FAVORITE)

good luck charm? my ring
person you hate the most? don't really hate anyone...
best thing has happened to you? meeting someone who is a friend and someone i can date :)
on your desk? my computer
picture on your desktop? all my prom pictures
movie? gone with the wind and little women :)
artist?hmmm... probably taylor swift
car?hummer!
ice cream? ben and jerry fish food :) yum!
season? spring, not too hot not too cold :)
breakfast food? french toast!

WHO
makes you laugh the most? my mom and my brother
makes you smile? everyone!
can you make you feel better no matter what? chris and sierra
has a crush on you? don't know....
do you have a crush on someone? sure do :)
gives you funny feelings when you see them? chase :P

DO YOU EVER

sit by the phone waiting for a call? nope. i don't like talking on the phone
save an msn conversation? sometimes... depends on what was said.
save emails? not really. i don't like having a bunch of stuff in my inbox
wish you were someone else? i think everyone does
wish you were of the opposite sex? eeew. no.
perfume? everyday :) i have a few different favorites.
kiss? maaaaaybe ;P
go online for longer than 8 hours? not anymore.don't have the time for it

HAVE YOU EVER

fallen for your best friend? that would be gross.... since she's a girl!
made out with JUST a friend? nope
kissed two people in the same day? never
been rejected? yes....
been in love?yup
used someone? no
been used?i wouldn't know...
done something you regret? everyone has.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON

you touched? my mom :) poke war!
you talked to? one the phone/chase in person/ mom
you hugged?chase
you isntant messaged? chase
you kissed? it's a secret
you yelled at? my brothers!!
thought about? lots of people
who texted  you? chase
who broke your heart? k.j
told you they loved you? chris :)

DO YOU

color your hair? yup!
have tattoos?nope
have piercings? just my ears :)
have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
own a webcam? yup
sprechen sie deutsch? just enough to know what they says :)
habla espanol? only enough to get me in troubnle
quack? haha! only on bad days!

HAVE YOU/ DO YOU/ ARE YOU/

stolen anything? just from my brothers
smoke?never!
schizophrenic? haha... maybe
obsessive? yes!
complusive? shopping!
obsessive compulsive? about somethings
panic? sometimes.

well, that's probably more than you ever wanted/needed to know about me!

taylor swift songs turned into a poem... sort of :)

so ive been on this taylor swift kick for the last fear days and decided to make a poem. i havent written a poem in a really long time but was inspired by her to make this. shes one of my favorite singers/artist and inspires me so much! and these are my favorite songs! (the titles of the songs will be in all caps!)

SPEAK NOW and be FEARLESS. don't be afraid of CHANGE but remember it's ok to NEVER GROW UP. don't let the people who are MEAN bring you down because they are just another PICTURE TO BURN. look BACK TO DECEMBER for happier times that make you smile and feel INNOCENT. remember to BREATHE when you have moments of doubt and feel INVISIBLE. look back on every LAST KISS and how the first ones made SPARKS FLY and always STAY BEAUTIFUL. it's ok to be ON THE OUTSIDE but remember someone see's you and thinks "YOU BELONG WITH ME" and that being FIFTEEN can make you feel on top of the world and magical and that's THE WAY I LOVED YOU. find your SUPERMAN and let him see your PERFECTLY GOOD HEART. don't try too hard to find A PLACE IN THIS WORLD. it will find you. remember that sometimes nothing can feel BETTER THAN REVENGE on someone who hurt you but don't let that feeling consume you. remember to let moments of happiness and bliss make you feel ENCHANTED. when things get crazy and seem impossible remember to keep your EYES OPEN and that you are SAFE AND SOUND. everyone deserves to have a song that's "OUR SONG" and no one else can take it from you. you are beautiful and these happy moments are FOREVER AND ALWAYS, OURS.


it might not make sense to everyone and it might mean something different to each person who reads it. but remember that you are beautiful and no one can take that away from you. i hope you like!

remember,

live*laugh*love<3

texas haul!!

for those of you who read my tavel blogg you know that i just got back from texas. you will also know that i did a lot of shopping. since i got so much stuff im not going to show you everything, just some of my favorites!!!

to start these are some bracelets i picked up when i went to cotton on. not sure if i have talked about this store in length but let me just say i love this place. yes the clothers are a little more expensive but they are amazing! i have skirts and leggings and even shoes from here. but these are my favorite things to get there. these bracelets are charity bracelets and they are only $1 no tax and super fun and cute. i have a ton of them but these are the ones im wearing now cuz i like them. also all procedes goes to a village in africa that the store sponsors. so that's good too!!

so techinaclly my cousin got this for me but i still love it and wear it everyday. it's a ring set from new york and company that i love! it's 5 rings that you wear all together or make different sets with. i like to wear all 5 but i also like to wear two of the smaller ones together on days i don't want to have them alll on. it's hard to see but they are little flowers and little crystals. they're super cute and i love them!

now this is something that i didn't neen since i have a ton of makeup already but i just couldn't resist! this is a brand that i didn't know about until last week and i feel sooo stupid since i think it's a target brand and im there all the time! it's the elf elements brand and i love it. i was going to get more stuff but decided to wait till i get back to vegas since my suitcase it full! this is just a little compact that you bet for $1 and you pick the colors you want to put into it. all the colors were just $1 and i really liked these ones. the first is a light lavender purple then an off white highter then a bronze color and a dark brown. i really like this brand plus it isn't expensive but all the colors are really good.
this is my most favorite purchase! shoes! i got these shoes on sale for $10 at cotton on and i love them! they are sandel/boots that zip in the back and you lace them up in the front. i have been looking for shoes like this for forever! and im so glad i got them. i wansn't going to at first but then i said what the heck! and got them anyways! they are super cute and super compfy and i just adore them!

clearly this isn't everything i got but there was just waaay too much to put it all in one blog post. if i feel like it i might do another and show some of the stuff i got from claires and some clothers my cousin gave me but that will have to wait!

live*laugh*love

what's in my purse/bag??

WHAT'S IN MY BAG??

so this is the sequal of my last post about what i have in my makeup bag. this is just the stuff that i carry around with me in my bag. i have a couple of bags that i use on a regular bases and right now im using a satchel messanger bag that i got as a gift from my cousin. so here's whats in my bag!







this is just a small notebook that i carry with me for when i need to remember something so i can just write it down or when i hear a song that i like i can write it down. i got this and several others from the dollar store.

these are just my wallets. the black one with the charms is my actuall wallet with my money and cards that i need on an everyday bases. the cute little pink one was a present from my cousin and it's a coin purse with the chesire cat on it. and that last one is a card wallet with different cards like my library cards and old gift cards and stuff.



these are my current sunglasses. i used to have a different pair but they broke :( so i got these litterally for a dollor at claires during one of their 10 for $10 sales :) ive never had white sunglasses before but i really like these.

these are just some travel size lotions that i keep with me for just in case. the top one is my favorite. it's from sephora and it smells amazing! they have a whole collection of these and i love them! the middle one is one from a bath package thing that i got. it's a fresh minty smell and i like it even though i don't use it a lot. the bottom one is the travel size of bodycology. it's cupcake/birthday cake and i don't remember where i got it but it smells delicious!

meet sheldon! no not sheldon cooper! my camera! this is my baby. i got it for christmas last year and i love him! it's a him cause it's blue. duh! i love this camera. it's my first camera that's all mine. no one else uses it. just me. and i swear i baby this thing. i don't go anywhere without it cause you never know when you are going to want to take a picture! oh, i should probably tell you what kind it is. it's a kodak easy share camera and it's amazing!

this is just my travel makeup bag. i put my lip gloss that i want for the day and my chapstick in there and throw it into my bag. i also have a travel size waterproof makeup remover from sephora in there for just in case i decide to stay the night somewhere i don't want to be without it. i also have a pair of nail clipper and a nail file in there for emergencies! so that's all the crap that i carry around with me daily!

live*laugh*love<3

whats in my makeup bag??

WHAT'S IN MY MAKEUP BAG???
so i've been noticing this trend where people tell you what's in their makeup bag and so i thought i would give it a go and show you guys what's in my makeup bag and the products i use on an everyday bases!

ok. so these are my eye brushes. the first one is a green paint brush but it's at an angle so i use it to line my bottom lashes w/eye shadow when i don't feel like wearing eyeline. the next one is an all over brush that i use when im just gonna wear one color. thee little one next to that is another all over brush that is made like a pencil brush and comes to a point at the top. i use this for everything. i can blend and shade with it and i use it everyday. now im not sure where the one next to it came from. i didn't ever know that i had it until couple of days ago. the next one is my conceiler brush. i don't wear a lot of concealor because i don't like it and it makes me feel like i havent washed my face so i don't use a lot of it. the last one is a shader brush that i use to soften lines and blend eyeshadow.

these are my powder and blush brushes. the first two are my bare minerals brushes that i got lst year for my birthday. i use them to apply my poweder and mineral veil (that im out of and need to get more of) and the last one is my blush brush. i actually don't have any blush that i like right now. i don't really need it cause my cheeks have a natural red to them so i only were it when it looks bad and splotchy just to even it out.






these are my face products. as you can see i don't use a whole lot. i would have more but i need to go to sephora and get more bare minerals since im out :( but right now im just useing these. the powder disc i think is makeup forever and the concealor stick isn't from an actual brand. it's a pretty funny story too. i got the stick from my cousin who got it for christmas one year in one of those big makeup sets of cheap makeup and she has a darker complection than me (im suuuper white) and so she gave it to me. now at the time i was only like 12 and didn't wear a lot of makeup and wasn't sure what it really was. so i took and and said thank you and shoved it into a makeup bag and never used it. then about a year later i found and really liked it. so ive been using it since then and only have a little bit left and i have no idea what to do when i run out cause i haven't found a new one that i like yet.

now this is just some cheap primer that i got at walmart for like $5 and i have to say that i love it. it's from the hard candy brand and that brand is kind of for like tweens and younger people and it kind of sucks. i feel like most of their stuff is more for the goth and scene kids but i really like this product. it was cheap but it works really good. when i put this on before my eyeshadow i know that my makeup isn't going to start flaking off and looking like crap!

this is my current everyday eyeshadow. it's and estee lauder set and the lighter color is a pink wish some shimmer and i usually just put it on my lid and under my eyebrows for a highlight.

the darker color is a brownish purpleish color and i usually will take my pencil point brush(the third brush in the picture) and aplly it to my crease and outer corner and under my lashes on the bottom last line just at the very corner.




now for mascara i am a huge cheapo! i don't like buying the expensive stuff from sephore. i would rather use great lash a.it's less expenisve and b.it works the same for me. the reason i have to is simple. i use the green one for my top lashes cause the wand is larger and thicker and coats them evenly and i use the black one for my bottom lashes because it's smaller and i don't get mascara all over the underneath of my eyes.

im not a huge fan of having stuff on my lips. but when i do i like these products. the chapstick is just burts bee's spf chapstick that i use all day everyday. it makes my lips really soft and i really like using it.

the lip glosses are both from avon and they are my second favorite glosses. they were kind of cheap but so far i really like them. i have a darker color for when i go out at night and a lighter pink color for daytime.

the reason they are my second favorite is because my absolute favorite lipgloss is buxom's lip plumper glosses and i like the color bunny. i am currently all out of it and am not in a hurry to spend $20 on lipgloss right now. :)

now i know this isn't a lot of makeup but you have to remember. this is just what i currently have in my everyday makeup bag. i have TONS of makeup that i don't use everyday. this is not even 1/4 of my makeup. i just like keeping the stuff i am currently using everyday in a seperate bag so that it's easier to find. i might (sometime when i get back to vegas) do one of all my makeup but that will have to wait since i didn't bring everything with me.

live*laugh*love<3

12 things about me

this was sent to me in an email and i decided instead of sending it out to just a few people who already know these things about me i might as well put it here so that people who don't know this stuff about would get a chance to know me better. it's just 12 simple questions feel free to copy and paste and answer them in a comment below!

1. what do you order at starbucks?
well i don't usually go to starbucks a whole lot and since im naturally hyper i don't need the extra ceffeine. so i usually get a small vanilla bean frapacino.

2.what's one thing in your closet you can't live without?
that's a really odd question. since there are lots of things we need. but if i had to pick something i would probably have to say my cotton on leggings. they are my (currently) absolutely favorite thing to wear. i got them as just something to sleep in cause they were on sale for like $2 and they were soft and comfy but i didn't think i would like them as much as i do. they are so soft and just easy to wear and i like to wear them down to the pool with a t-shirt to just sit in and read.

3.what's one thing that most people probably don't know about you?
there's a lot that people don't really know about me. but if i had to pick one it would probably be that people don't know how serious i can be. a lot of people think im just laid back and don't really care about being serious and i don't put thought into my decesions but i actually do. i put a lot of thought into everything i do. that's why sometimes it can be frustrating when i am trying to be serious about something and people just don't get it or take me as serisouly as i want them to cause they are so used to my silly side. yes i am silly and like to have fun but when it comes down to it i take things seriously.

4. name one thing you want to do before you die.
well that's a pretty vague question. there's a lot i want to do and im still really young and have time to do a lot. but if i had to pick one thing it would be to travel to a foreign country. there isn't a specific place because i would eventually like to go to italy, london, ireland, scotland, canada, japan and many other places. it's always been a dream of mine to do a year of travel and do a blog about it.

5. what's one food you cannot live without?
hmm. that's kind of hard. probably if i had to say anything it would be chiken. i don't know why but that's like my favorite thing to eat. and there's so many ways you can make it that the possablilies are pretty much endless.

6.what qoute/phrase do you live by?
that's easy. live, laugh, love. it's three words but it describes everything about me pretty much. i always try to live life to the fullest and take nothing for granted. i laugh whenver i can. whether it's small giggle or teary eyed full on laughing histarically i love it. and i love everyone.. mostly. it's just a general thing with me. and it doesn't have to just be people. it can be animals, places, objects. everything. i feel if you can love someone/something you can be happy.

7.what's your number one most listened to song on i-tunes?
currently?i think it's skyscrapper by demi lavato. it kind of sums up my life and i really like the message it has. another song i've been listening to a lot lately is the new katy perry song part of me.

8.what kind of style would you describe yourself as having?
my style is all over the place. i have more fancy going out clothes to simply jeans and comfy t-shirts that i like to wear. so i guess it's eclectic. i like to try everything and be adventures.

9.favorite number?
16. why? because that's how old i am right now. i always told myself that at 16 i would have an amazing boyfriend, i would drive everywhere by myself and have so much accomplished. and yet here i am. no boyfriend. i don't drive (yet) and most of what i have accomplished is a short story and this blog. and having amazing friends. i am slowly finding out that you can't map out your life. it took me a while to learn this lesson but you can't predict how you will turn out. especially at such a young age. it took me 16 years to learn that lesson and learn who i am (at this moment) and to learn to just go with the flow of this ride we call life.

10.two hobbies?
well obviously writing. it's such an easy way to let your emotions flow and ot be whoever you want. you can use a pen name and no one has to know that it's you. or you can pretend to be a character and explore you who are without having to go out and do crazy things.
also hair and makeup. most people don't know it but i am obssessed with my hair and makeup. i am always trying out new looks and different ways to do my hair/makeup.

11.two pet peeves.

• snotty people. i CANNOT stand people who think they are better than others. it drives me nuts!!! in my mind everyone is equal. it doesn't matter how much or how little someone has when it comes to material objects. it's what you have to offer and what you bring to the table and how you act. you can be the richest man or the poorest man. it doesn't matter to me. if you have a crappy attitude then you have some major changes to make.


• people who don't listen. when i say something i don't want to re-peat myself. and i want you to actually HEAR me. not just say you are listening. when i talk i want my message to be clear. people who don't listen when someone is talking ot them iritate me. if you are in a conversation with someone and you want them to listen to you then show them the same politeness and listen to them.

12. a guilty pleasure?

i have two of those. one is sephora. i looove sephora. whenever i walk in i know i will walk out buying something. it's just one of those things i do . i walk in there and i feel relaxed being surround by product after product and i know when i buy something from there im going to like it.

another guigly pleasure would be anime. for the longest time i have loved anime. it's just one of those things that if i'm having a bad day i can watch an anime and i feel better. i love the characters and how the possabilities are endless! you can historic or complete fiction and it doesn't matter becuase you know it isn't realy and yet you fall in love with it anyways.

well hopefully now you know more about me. maybe even more than you wanted to know but too bad! i hope you enjoyed this and if you have anything else you want to know just ask!

live*laugh*love<3

bath and body works signiture line

i recently went to bath and body works and picked up some new lotions from them. the ones i have are from their signature line and i have midnight pomegranate, bali mango and arubo coconut. so far my favorite one is the coconut. it smells like a pina calada and i am in looove with it. i don't really like the midnight pom but it does smell good. ive been using these lotions for about a week now and i have so say i l ike them more than i thought i would. they are really good for when my hand are dry from washing them all the time and they really do make them feel a lot softer. however i would not advise using them for your face. they made mine feel dryer than before and and it felt like i had a bunch of stuff on my face and made it feel really sticky so i just ended up washing it off. so i just use if for my hands, arms, legs and stuff.
also i wanted to make it known that i only got the small bottles. i didn't want to get the bigger ones because i didn't know which ones i was going to like plus i like to carry them around in my bag and i don't want them to take up a whole bunch of space in my bag. so i just have the 3 ounce bottles of lotion. plus they were on sale for 3 for $10. so instead of spending like $25 on them i only spent $10 plus got a free gift. :) and free gifts are always good. so good luck and happy shopping!

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